Press on.

A thousand.
Two feet. I'm still on my two feet.

Random surprise, surprise.

Since I hardly ever do it here, I see no harm in doing one now :)

Are you ready for a long survey that actually has some new questions?
Yeah. Great, can't wait!

What does the song you’re listening to remind you of?
More like imagining something.

Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?
Perhaps.

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
Nothing that I can think of.

Are you disappointed in anyone?
Yours truly.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
Probably deep in thoughts.

What were you doing at 3am this morning?
Sleeping, I'd say.

How many tattoos would you get?
I'd love to think, at the very least, one more.

What is the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week?
Not too late. 0200 thereabout, I guess.

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
It all depends :)

Where’s your phone right now?
Next to me.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
I guess so.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
Hahaha. Yes!

Who was your last missed call from?
Daughter Chua.

What woke you up this morning?
I got up myself when I thought it was time.

Could you date someone taller than you?
Wouldn't consider anything else.

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
You bet.

Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
I think I actually did throw up.

If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?
Suit themselves.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Yeah, probably the school break in December.

Do you like surprises?
Why doesn't?

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
Both, plus gorgeous lips :D

Is it easy to make you smile?
Beats me.

What color is your toothbrush?
Orange, I suppose.

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
Not even a cat to speak of.

Last time you had someone cook for you?
This morning.

What are you doing right now?
This.

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
Nope.

Are promises important to you?
More often than not, yes.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
The latter.

What are you listening to right now?
Jump.

Eye color?
Brownish black?

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Yuppa.

Favorite Season?
Winter. But look what we have here.

Last Movie you Watched?
2012, eons ago.

Piercings?
Yeah.

What were you doing before filling this out?
Couldn't recall.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
The former.

Are you missing someone?
Am I?

Do you have a tattoo?
Yeah.

How’s your hair?
Not anywhere near pleasant.

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
I don't have Saturday mornings.

First thing you thought about this morning?
The guilt that was biting on my conscience.

Are you shy?
Certainly.

Favorite tv show?
None to speak of.

What are the things you always take with you?
Cash, mobile phone, mirror, and the list goes on and on..

What alcohol do you drink?
Anything will do. Nothing in particular.

Who is with you now?
I hope it is just me alone.

Who were you with last time you ate?
Just myself.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Shu Xian :D

Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
No?

What are your plans for tonight?
Hitting the sack in a bit.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Most definitely.

What’s your favorite subject?
As of now, Introduction to Psychology.

Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
Benson papa bear? Haha!

Do you want to be married right now?
Not exactly.

What do you usually do first in the morning?
Curse under my breath.

Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
I hardly ever drink it anymore.

Do you know anyone who is a hypocrite?
I would include everyone into that long list.

Are you expecting a phone call?
No.

Do you think alcohol should be banned?
Not ever!



I just realised it wasn't quite a coherent set of questions. Haha.
Toodles, poodles.

Oh nine.

I see why you hadn't been letting people into your mind. There is probably no such dying need for others to fathom your thoughts. Apart from you yourself, no one would truly comprehend what's churning inside of you.

However the case, my door will always remain open for you. To my BBF, to my everyone.

Everything is just too overwhelming right now. We all have our own problems, and it's never ending..

Explain.

Then why hadn't you grow tired right from the start?
Nothing else would have happened.

Dusty road.

I was sleeping, wasn't I?
I dislike it when I'm in a subconscious state of mind during the span of my sleep. It confuses me.
Reality versus surreality.

I was sleepy, wasn't I?
My inner me played the role of mother figure last night, coaxing me to fall asleep. She tried to chase away the nasty thoughts with great effort. All I can recall her whispering was, "Shhh, stop thinking so much and go to sleep."
I eventually managed to set my thoughts aside and slip into slumber.

To my dismay, that didn't last long. Those thoughts crept into my sleep from time to time, distorting my dreams, disrupting my state of mind. It was difficult.

I woke up frequently, and that's when everything hits me without mercy. She had to coax me back to sleep again. I'm afraid she will be exhausted very soon. Even at this very moment, she is trying her very best to shield me from the seemingly hurtful thoughts.


(Is it a curse?)

Once bitten, twice shy.

Everything explains now. How would it be like when I wake up?